“Go forward in life with a twinkle in your eye and a smile on your face, but with great purpose in heart.” ― Gordon B. Hinckley

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Gypsy Davy - Woody Guthrie



When i was 17 my boyfriend (now ex husband) used to sing this song to me all the time...

"No, i won't take off my buckskin gloves..."
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Dean martin- You Belong To me



When i was 4 years old, i wanted to grow up and marry this man!  His voice makes me melt into a puddle!
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Friday, April 22, 2011

hate being sick

I hate being sick, but who doesn't i suppose.  Just missing having "Daddy" to take care of me...cuddle me...  Tallie does a pretty good job, add a diaper, a paci, and a blankie and it helps, but still wishing for more...
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Monday, April 18, 2011

scars

So when i got back from my trip i checked out fetlife to see what's been going on.  i was wandering through the new posts in a group i help to moderate, when i came across a post by the friend who is the leader of this group, littles and Daddies/Mommies over 35yrs old .  Her post is titled ..because of you
The post is by a-lil-treasure, another lil girl who is on fetlife who is searching.  She writes,


It helps to know why you are the way you are... Sometimes knowing hurts more than other times. This song is not a mirror of my past but there are more than a few glimpses.

I was very touched by treasure's post and the words she used to describe the emotional hurts and traumas she has endured.

I sometimes wonder how i've gotten here to this point in my life.  It's nothing like i ever imagined it would be, and it's certainly not the journey i set out upon almost 30 years ago.  The paths i've chosen over the years have never been the straight and simple, having always been the curious one, the one who wants excitement and temptation, i've chosen the paths that bend and twist, and are barely lit so you can't see where you are going until you are almost there.

Sometimes those paths have led to a few scars of my own.  While most of those scars are now healed, there is still sometimes a rawness about them, that when "poked" tend to still feel a bit tender.  i know that there is still a lot to come in my life, and like treasure, i hope that one day i find that special someone to share my life with.

The last words to treasure's post were especially touching to me...so with her permission, i've included them here for everyone to read.



Someday, He will trace over the scars with loving touches and soft kisses and know that he is the medicine to soothe the painful memories when they surface. He will take pride and joy in being able to share with me that part from so very long ago that has everything to do with the little girl in me now. He will be her peace and joy.

peace and respect,
jennie
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Whew...

So to the few of you who may have missed me last week, I was away at a 7 day train the trainer event.  What a long week it was, but also I finally think I feel connected to the new roles in my job and am feeling inspired to bring the vision to our staff.  So despite the hours away from my little comfy home, it was well worth the trip.  I got to go with one of my favorite co-worker/friends also, so that also helped to make the week more enjoyable.



In addition to the training, they fed us like crazy and didn't stop the entire time, infact I actually chose to skip meals and have an apple instead a couple of times. 

One night I got to go out and have dinner away from the event.  It was an awesome dinner with awesome company!  I even tried Lox nd it was yummy.  LOL, I was told it would be my new favorite addiction and that I will go out of my way to find it.  I'm not sure how often I'll have that opportunity, but I'll definitely be more aware from now on!





The last night my roomie and I skipped dinner and did a little shopping.  We hit Trader Joes, World Bazaar, and a Marshalls, then we went for cheesecake at the Cheesecake Factory.  All new experiences for her.  It was a lot of fun!

Saturday we left Skokie about noon and got home around 2:00.  I slept for a few hours, worn out and happy to be home.  Still catching up on my sleep and homework today, my boss was nice enough to give us an extra day of weekend to make up for loosing our Saturday.
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Quiz Results: What kind of Little are you?

What kind of Little are you?
Your Result: Princess
 

You are Daddy's little Princess!!!!! Your daddy adores you and spoils you rotten, because you melt him everytime you walk (or crawl) :) into the room!

Angel
 
Brat
 
Schoolgirl
 
Pumpkin
 
What kind of Little are you?
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It feels good to serve. A lack of control in the bedroom can be fun and relaxing. Being with a dominant person wouldn't be a bad idea.

Submissive
100%
Experimental
71%
Masochist
71%
Degradation Lover
64%
Bondage
64%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur
61%
Switch
39%
Sadist
21%
Vanilla
14%
Dominant
4%
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Daddy Doms by kendra

It had been a while since i'd last read the following article. Many people ask me about bdsm and why i enjoy it...not understanding my desire to be with a Dominant. It is hard to put into words exactly what it's about ... but this article does a wonderful job of explaining it.Daddy/little girl does not refer to the ages, real or pretend, of the participants. Nor does it imply closet desires. In my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman.He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. Daddy Dom is a feeling, an environment that two people have created. A Daddy Dom is so named because of the qualities he possesses and the service he provides.So, what are these qualities? What is a Daddy Dom?A Daddy Dom wants to be the center of your universe. He wants to be able to provide for your every need and care. But more than that he wants to be able to shape and mold you to the image he thinks you should become. He sees in you someone who can achieve a much higher, much greater status. He believes more in you than you believe in yourself. What he wants in return is to be able to bask in his image of you, the image he has created. To achieve these goals he relies on a combination of love, respect, and discipline.His love for his little girl goes without saying. He loves her as much for who she is as for who she will become with his guidance. She is his prized possession. His eyes light up when she walks into the room and he takes great pride in her successes. After all, he helped to create her. She holds the most tender part of his heart and has the greatest power to hurt him.This love would not be possible without respect. A Daddy Dom needs to feel pride in his little girl. He needs to know she can hold her own in the outside world and still submit to him. He holds the greatest respect for the gift she has given him and takes great pains to increase it’s value. It is extremely important to him to know she can be with any man and she chooses to be with him.He knows that this makes discipline a priority in their lives, more important than in some other D/s relationships. In order for the little girl to really trust, she must know he means what he says. If his little girl is going to be the best she can possibly be he must stand firm. He uses his experience in life and his knowledge of her to provide proper direction and punishment when the need arises.If he does not enforce discipline, this respect becomes a tenuous thing. If his submissive finds that she can manipulate him out of punishing her, she begins to lose respect and the ability to empower becomes impeded. He understands that it becomes increasingly difficult to be possessed by someone you do not respect.This takes great strength on his part. It takes strength to control her, and to shape her to his needs and desires. It takes strength to be her confidant, her shoulder, her anchor. It takes strength to let her out into the world when all he wants to do is hold her safe in his arms. And it takes strength todo what is necessary when she needs to be disciplined.A Daddy Dom provides something else that is very important to his submissive...acceptance. She is safe in his arms because he knows her, everything about her, and he still loves her. When she goes to him she knows that this man knows all of her dirty little secrets and it doesn’t matter. To him she is beautiful.Daddy Dom and sadistic Dom are by no means mutually exclusive. Many Daddy Doms embrace their sadism while understanding and feeding their submissive's masochism. This balance is necessary to many little girls because it allows all parts of her to be nourished, leading to an incredibly fulfilling relationship.I think most Dominants have a bit of the Daddy in them, taking on the role of male authority figure in the submissive’s life and using their power to enrich that life. Daddy/little girl verbalizes that feeling, and adds a dimension of warmth, caring, and ritual that it’s participants crave.There is something infinitely magical about a Daddy Dom. Perhaps it is something only a little girl can understand.This article may only be reprinted on private, no fee to access websites as long as this notice accompanies it and the following link is in place: http://www.subspace.cc/