Thinking a lot about just how being slave and being a little tie together. i am absolutely sure a couple of Masters have explained this, and my ex eagerly showed me just how it could work, but you know me, analyze, analyze, analyze along with the fear of the knowledge that as slave, my own desires are not important.
It came to me as i was contemplating a discussion i was hoping to have with Someone. It began with remembering a photo of some jammies i'd saved and wanting to share the pic with this Someone's slave. Opportunites to speak with her have been rare so my thoughts included sharing a the picture with Him and asking Him to show it to her. i was trying to picture what it would look like, asking Him to share it with her and how He might do that. (that is of course if He would consider doing it at all...because my current lesson includes that my wants are not important because i am slave)
i was thinking about that scenerio, a hard, stern, demanding Master sharing this picture with His slave.
And then i realized, just as He is hard and stern and demanding, He could also be indulging. So why wouldn't He choose to share this with her or whatever it is in her world that "trips her trigger" so to speak, when He feels the time is right, when He wishes to feel her joy or pleasure. It would still be about Him right? and the pleasure He receives while indulging His slave? Of course, these things would be on His time, and at His design, but my goodness what more could a slave girl dream of?
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