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Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Some Vanilla He Turned Out to Be

You're so fun and I'm so enjoying talking to you. I don't want to hang up when it get's late...I can't wait until Saturday when we finally meet, going to see a movie, having dinner...safe, neutral things as promised.

We've already established that while we met on a "vanilla" site, you are no stranger to bdsm.  You seem to understand my kink, what little we have talked about it.  But I was not telling you all of my kinks.  Oh, I wanted to, but a diaper fetish and  wanting to call you Daddy, those things are not even always understood by people on Fetlife, let alone someone one met in POF.

We have our first date planned for Saturday, I'm hoping it goes well.  You say I'm very protective of myself, more so than any woman you've met.
You've wondered about it, but you understand, You're being careful.  You say things like "I normally go after and get what I want like a bull in a china shop."  but You recognize that I might explode if you move to fast.  You're giving me time, the space I need, you recognize that you could trigger my emergency button and everything would be lost.

I told you days ago that You weren't ready for "all of it"  That when the time was right I'd tell you about "it" but that I didn't want to scare you....
I wanted to tell you that I already felt compelled to call you "Daddy".  I wanted to tell you that my deepest darkest secret was that I get off on being diapered.  But I didn't want to jeopardize what we've started to build.

Tonight I had to tell you it all, even if it meant you ran.  I needed to let you know that my kink might just be too much for you. so much so, that you'd want to run away.
I started to tell you, oh, you had guesses, but nothing like what I was about to tell you.  I wished we'd been together and I could have shown you things online so you wouldn't get "icky" pictures in your head.  It was really hard to share it because I really, really like you and didn't want to chase you away.

I said, "I'm a 'little,'" and I asked you if you knew what that meant?  You did know, you even knew that it included diapers (you, Sir, are definitely not your average vanilla...) and you said to me, "You need what you need and I want to give you that."  Before we hung up You reminded me that you are still looking forward to Saturday, and that you would talk to me tomorrow night....
Too good to be true?
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Quiz Results: What kind of Little are you?

What kind of Little are you?
Your Result: Princess
 

You are Daddy's little Princess!!!!! Your daddy adores you and spoils you rotten, because you melt him everytime you walk (or crawl) :) into the room!

Angel
 
Brat
 
Schoolgirl
 
Pumpkin
 
What kind of Little are you?
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It feels good to serve. A lack of control in the bedroom can be fun and relaxing. Being with a dominant person wouldn't be a bad idea.

Submissive
100%
Experimental
71%
Masochist
71%
Degradation Lover
64%
Bondage
64%
Exhibitionist / Voyeur
61%
Switch
39%
Sadist
21%
Vanilla
14%
Dominant
4%
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Daddy Doms by kendra

It had been a while since i'd last read the following article. Many people ask me about bdsm and why i enjoy it...not understanding my desire to be with a Dominant. It is hard to put into words exactly what it's about ... but this article does a wonderful job of explaining it.Daddy/little girl does not refer to the ages, real or pretend, of the participants. Nor does it imply closet desires. In my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman.He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl. It is a feeling that I revel in, it is the safest place I have ever been, and it allows me the freedom to be all that I am without fear of reprisals. Daddy Dom is a feeling, an environment that two people have created. A Daddy Dom is so named because of the qualities he possesses and the service he provides.So, what are these qualities? What is a Daddy Dom?A Daddy Dom wants to be the center of your universe. He wants to be able to provide for your every need and care. But more than that he wants to be able to shape and mold you to the image he thinks you should become. He sees in you someone who can achieve a much higher, much greater status. He believes more in you than you believe in yourself. What he wants in return is to be able to bask in his image of you, the image he has created. To achieve these goals he relies on a combination of love, respect, and discipline.His love for his little girl goes without saying. He loves her as much for who she is as for who she will become with his guidance. She is his prized possession. His eyes light up when she walks into the room and he takes great pride in her successes. After all, he helped to create her. She holds the most tender part of his heart and has the greatest power to hurt him.This love would not be possible without respect. A Daddy Dom needs to feel pride in his little girl. He needs to know she can hold her own in the outside world and still submit to him. He holds the greatest respect for the gift she has given him and takes great pains to increase it’s value. It is extremely important to him to know she can be with any man and she chooses to be with him.He knows that this makes discipline a priority in their lives, more important than in some other D/s relationships. In order for the little girl to really trust, she must know he means what he says. If his little girl is going to be the best she can possibly be he must stand firm. He uses his experience in life and his knowledge of her to provide proper direction and punishment when the need arises.If he does not enforce discipline, this respect becomes a tenuous thing. If his submissive finds that she can manipulate him out of punishing her, she begins to lose respect and the ability to empower becomes impeded. He understands that it becomes increasingly difficult to be possessed by someone you do not respect.This takes great strength on his part. It takes strength to control her, and to shape her to his needs and desires. It takes strength to be her confidant, her shoulder, her anchor. It takes strength to let her out into the world when all he wants to do is hold her safe in his arms. And it takes strength todo what is necessary when she needs to be disciplined.A Daddy Dom provides something else that is very important to his submissive...acceptance. She is safe in his arms because he knows her, everything about her, and he still loves her. When she goes to him she knows that this man knows all of her dirty little secrets and it doesn’t matter. To him she is beautiful.Daddy Dom and sadistic Dom are by no means mutually exclusive. Many Daddy Doms embrace their sadism while understanding and feeding their submissive's masochism. This balance is necessary to many little girls because it allows all parts of her to be nourished, leading to an incredibly fulfilling relationship.I think most Dominants have a bit of the Daddy in them, taking on the role of male authority figure in the submissive’s life and using their power to enrich that life. Daddy/little girl verbalizes that feeling, and adds a dimension of warmth, caring, and ritual that it’s participants crave.There is something infinitely magical about a Daddy Dom. Perhaps it is something only a little girl can understand.This article may only be reprinted on private, no fee to access websites as long as this notice accompanies it and the following link is in place: http://www.subspace.cc/